What I wished for happened. Unfortunately in my dreams.

Feel the sudden urge to blog 'cause this post would be abt MTDC Graduation Night, and it's so memorable I better type it out just incase my memory fails me when I get older hahah.

In the morning went to Pasirris sec for some minor tuning. Had a meal at Manpuku (which made me had diarrhea at night -_-) before heading to SCH.

Sooooo in a nutshell not alot of minor accidents happened during rehearsal time, only like the wheel of the yq stand dropped out. We only had one rehearsal, which does not suffice :/

The first song was 童年的回忆, totally sucked at my solo part like omg wthhhhhhh. But look on the bright side, I believe no one from the audience will ever notice lor since normally yq can't be heard. -_-

THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY WAS 旱天雷. The sense of satisfaction I felt was indescribable when i heard our recording. Like finally ALL our hardwork into perfecting that one piece of song paid off on that night, just for that short 4 minutes. Ultimate happiness.

However things were sorta different backstage before and after the concert. My mind was blank like seriously and I couldn't even recall what to do when I enter our stage haha! Go in, look composed, bow, look at my friends, nod head, nod head, play.

As the lead melody (ha. ha. ha) I was compelled to look confidence, exude confidence and smile. Ok la, I did all that luckily but my yq sad case; one of the vital note went out of tune haiz. Quite obvious but neh mind. After the performance @ backstage was totally wild. I was quite contented even though some of us made mistakes.



^That was post-performance. Guess what I pinned up my fringe. I know I looked like shit but I was so afraid it would affect my vision or something lol.

Thruout the one year of weekly practices I would say that our efforts bore fruits during the grad night. Will definitely miss MDTC.

On a happier note: I manage to take a photo with Joshen aka Cello Prince Charming! :D Awesome soloist, despite his emoness and unfriendliness. Made me and Regine swoon over him. Haha abit exaggerated but he does really look good when playing the cello.

It was also the first time I'd ever received a flower on that night. Thanks Nasco ^^

WORDS CAN'T DESCRIBE MY LOVE FOR YOU, SO FORGET IT.

so far JANUARY WAS

experimental

unforgettable

fun

happy

pissed

touched

embarrassed

new

exhausting

edgy

It's so hard to sum it up within these few words but if I blogged about my experiences within this month so far, I'll end up writing an essay I swear.

Ok so basically I attended Sec One Orientation and it was definitely an eye opener. Being an amateur leader, it was my first time leading like one whole class so definitely I learnt positive/negative points about my leadership qualities. Should totally try to improve on my temper and debriefing skills.

KOREF was even more memorable, 3D2N in below-average living conditions was not as bad as my seniors said. The fun thing is that it was my first time camping in a FARM in Malaysia. Few of the many things that happened there was rafting on bamboo, water obstacles, trekking to a midpoint of some mountain half staggering, half panting, disgusting organic food, and alot of screaming :-D

Shan't elaborate much, 'cause every detail that happened between me and my classmates kept me thinking alot, and it's too wordy to type it all out.

Lastly... preparation for MTDC concert. It's crazy man. I feel that the conductors should do something about our standards, and stop instructing us to do conflicting things. Other than that, it's pretty enjoyable making music with people from other schools. I hope nothing goes wrong when my ensemble performs. Hope I won't freak out on that day gosh thinking about it makes me nervous.

Why do the years keep getting better? >:D

Conceit of Man

TO KICKSTART THE YEAR...........

I accompanied my mom to shop @ VivoCity.

Hmm nothing much to blog about only that she wanted to watch some chinese movie (since we had two free vouchers) but in the end we couldn't because we had little time left to exchange the vouchers to tickets. Boo hoo.

Erm ok nothing much at all. I KNOW THIS SOUNDS STUPID BUT I have been having nightmares about me running away from / combating supernaturals like zombies and ghosts for the past two days -_- Seriously I think it's kinda exciting + scary. HA. The only time I ever had a nightmare was when I was like 4/5 yrs old???

Can't wait for the first day of skooolz. New year new classmates new bonds new class new subjects new knowledge new life new obstacles new new new everything NEW. So kooolz.

To those who have never watched White Chicks

Get a life!

Lets go to 2011

As I type this post I'm trying to recall many of the stupid/fun/new/experimental/disappointing/sad things that have happen on this very year.

Never occurred to me that 2010 would be the best year I've ever had. With so many things taking place eg new friends, new teachers, realisation, streaming... no wonder I can't recall much of the year. Everything had been so fast-paced. Nevertheless no matter the sad or happy days, I think I have learn from my mistakes and gained experience.

Whatever la I know what I'm typing is really cliche but just read on

I (almost) tried my best in every aspect of my life in 2010 and I feel that it was fruitful especially in terms of academics. Friendships too. But I also learn that putting in effort and time sometimes isn't that rewarding if the other party gives up on you. Learn to commit to the right thing if not you'll just be making a fool of yourself. Then, never look back.

Today the school finally reveal our much anticipated class allocation..................APPARENTLY I was enrolled in 3R1. Seriously I'm neither disappointed nor happy just feelin' okok. I think it's stupid to be pressured by smart alecs into studying harder instead of being self motivational. Really wonder how do I cope with so much stress.

and I wonder who will read this blog

I'M ENJOYING MY HOLIDAYS IN SINGAPORE

Half of my assignments are not touched urgh. I still haven't read any two books for my book reviews hahaha omg just die la.

Nvm, I can pick up any random book I've read before and just do a review on it. Since I read extensively ^^

HA. HA.

Recently my holidays are full of CO related stuffs and now MTDC and co has ended ...... I feel bored. But not enough to embark on my journey through mountainous holiday homework WOW!

I have to act as some AUNTIE + REPORTER tmr for Chinese video project boohoo )-:

Imagine me snatching free gifts. Imagine me flicking my hand auntie-styled. 8-) Imagine what a whale of a time the teachers will have grading our video.

Can't wait for it to be over so I can look forward to Tuesday (-:

I promise I'll rant less about holiday homework. Why is everyone ignoring me so much? -.-

HAS THE MOST RELAXING SONGS!!!! <3

I think my first Barbie was the 1999 one. Or maybe the 2000 one. :/ I threw all of them away anyway.