I am anything along the lines of " I am sad and angry as i nearly flunk my Chinese." Like seriously. Everyone got like 60++ and i got 50 plus. shit. Really felt so pathetic/hopeless and loser-like. I think I'm one of the lousiest man. oh maybe I AM the lousiest. wl.
Emo like shit when i got a C, but still got hope since never fail -.- but I really dread this kinda marks. It's not like I pushed myself to the limit and cannot improve no more. I didn't even revise much. Like after every test I always believe i can do better and then this tinge of guilt will hit me. heck. I hate this alot mannnnnn.
But lucky my mom didn't scold me la, just did some chiding and that's it. REALLY FELT V. LUCK MAN. If not she'll lower my precious self-esteem uh huh. :| Oh maybe that's because i told her my overall maintained (which is the truth k). but i didn't tell her my SA2 marks. wow wait till she sees my paper. Explosions?
Yay this hurdle will not chasten me but will serve as a motivation and w/e. All the cliche stuff you know.
Song on yt and i bet you all heard before: Always look on the bright side of life - Monty Python
"ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE."
&
"LIFE IS A PIECE OF SHIT, WHEN YOU LOOK AT IT"
this two sentences is really motivational and i like this song veryveryvery much. this song cheers you up right?
yeah anyway,
ok la wl i go to people's blog and their all like worrying about BGR and relationships/friendships stuff and I'm here ranting about my chi paper and my studies. Really make me pathetic and loser-like. Like those people who ignore others and concentrate on their academic results thing kinda person. aka GEEK.
I'm turning into a GEEK. a GEEK. cool or what? 8)
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Sweet Dreams by Marilyn Manson is nice! shoot i am so not turning into a goth. Eurythmics's version is nice too. Retro is in.
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